ni hoa boa boa

we will soon have charlie safe and sound in the comfort of our home by the end of the year. We sent our last piece of paper work off a week or two ago. yaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OVER AND OVER AND OVER

I don't know who or if anyone for that matter reads anything i send into a mass ocean of space. But if you do happen to read this, whoever you are. you've maybe felt like i feel sometimes. I get frustrated because of the constant repetition of life. You get up do devotions, have breakfast, do school, then free time, and maybe you do something exiting then you go to bed and start all over in the morning. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA is how i feel sometimes. like what will i do today? will it be like yesterday just with a different date? oh God, you must understand how i feel if you don't please help me to figure out what my purpose in life is and to get on with whatever it is i was made for. i also have a yearning to walk out the back door and look up and see the stars. But we can not do that. sure you can see a twinkle here and there but not like you can in the country. when you are out in the country you look towards the city and you see a canopy of beaming light hanging over it. i pray for a content spirit. I know other people feel like this sometimes. I am not complaining about my life believe me. I don't see how i could possibly have a better life i just feel helpless i guess. Like i should be doing something to make a difference other than being a student.

sing like a bird

I have been praying alot lately because I'm not sure what God is calling me to do with ministry. I have a great voice God has placed in my chest and i feel he wants me to share it with the world. every one in my family except for my mom plays an instrument so we could be a great band together. I have an overwhelming love for orphan children in china. I think i will end up being a missionary for china as well. I have so many things god has placed on my heart i don't know where to start. I am learning Chinese as i have said before and i cant wait till i am fluent. i will be going to china before the new year and i am very exited!!!!!!!!!!!

sing like a bird

The Lord speaks to me. does he speak to you? and do you listen?

God is so good. Yesterday i got all my money together and my checks and i deposited them. I never really know where i should tithe to. yes i do tithe to my church but i feel like there is something more. Also yesterday we had a teacher come to our house and this person doesn't have much, but they give and make do with what they do have. We were having devotions last night, and God told me to tithe to this person. I thank God for speaking to me so soon. If you know someone who struggles with finical issues then i urge you to talk to God and ask him if you should give the needy.

You God's brand new idea

You Cod's brand new idea, is a great book by Max Lacado that i own. This book talks about how God created you to be very special in his sight. I encourage you to buy this book it is a very good investment. you can get it at christian book stores or online. The book is more like a devotional rather than a thick book with chapters. I love this book because it talks about liking you for you and not trying to be someone else. I hope you will look into getting this book to help you to understand better God and his CEATIVITY.

" I hate health food "

In March of this year i diagnosed my self allergic to gluten. which is bread, and anything with wheat flour in it. I make gluten free desserts and savory breads and usually my baking is not so popular with the guys in my family. My mom is very supportive and doesn't have a problem with my things very often. I like my gluten free things very much. anyways I created a pumpkin pie today with a Chebe Cinnamon crust. i hope it turns out likeable. Sometimes my brothers will enjoy my gluten free health food but most of the time... not. i will keep on my health foodie path whether the boys enjoy it or not.