OVER AND OVER AND OVER

I don't know who or if anyone for that matter reads anything i send into a mass ocean of space. But if you do happen to read this, whoever you are. you've maybe felt like i feel sometimes. I get frustrated because of the constant repetition of life. You get up do devotions, have breakfast, do school, then free time, and maybe you do something exiting then you go to bed and start all over in the morning. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA is how i feel sometimes. like what will i do today? will it be like yesterday just with a different date? oh God, you must understand how i feel if you don't please help me to figure out what my purpose in life is and to get on with whatever it is i was made for. i also have a yearning to walk out the back door and look up and see the stars. But we can not do that. sure you can see a twinkle here and there but not like you can in the country. when you are out in the country you look towards the city and you see a canopy of beaming light hanging over it. i pray for a content spirit. I know other people feel like this sometimes. I am not complaining about my life believe me. I don't see how i could possibly have a better life i just feel helpless i guess. Like i should be doing something to make a difference other than being a student.