it's as black as it can get for me.

This morning was my fist experience of getting up fairly early and journeying to the different stores around town.i really enjoyed it, it was a memorable trip for my mom and i. i love shopping. as for my mom she could live without it. once a year is good enough for her. just kidding we shop more than once a year but we don't do it very often.
it's crazy what people do on black Friday. they wake up at unbelievable hours, wait in the cold, and bust through the doors that have always been there. YES, i understand that they do it because of the xboxes and the ipods and all those bargains. well... all i know is i don't think i will ever wake up that early. 5:30 is good enough for me. yea for all the stores that are out of the RED zone and into the BLACK.

This ugly world I dislike

I find it harder and harder every day to except it all. The president,
the culture, the stupid mindset of my peers, and all the junk that is
fed to the world by the TV. Oh how I wish I could just make it all
nice and clean cut but If that was meant to be the fall never would
have happened. Oh God give me grace and peace..... Or you could
just send Ronald Regan back. Lol jk to my followers:-) I am separated
from the rest of the world sometimes I wish I wasn't so surrounded by rules
but they keep me pure and safe so amen to that.

Ready or NOT The knellers are heading to China!!!!

On december 2nd we will be imbarking on a journey that will change our lif forever and ever. We will be going to china to pick up charlie boy. We painted his room and a baby shower is planed for this weedend, and i am so exited.Though i am torn in two though. because i have a play i would like to be in and i've already memorized the lines for my part. And if i go to china then bye bye fun play. But china is a once in a life time thing that i will never be presented with ever agian probably. I think of how God told us to take care of the widows and the orphans and going to china would be fulfilling that call of helping the unloved. We will most likly be going to the orphanage so i will be able to share my love with a ton of children who don't have that. i think im going to china. this is my first time on a plane, out of the country, and over the ocean. Oh God thank you for the courage that only comes from you. over the ocean and through the air to another country we go.